No matter how bad things go, everything will change...

My precious father

Someday, someone will tell me "Just give me a reason why you love him", Most likely, I'll respond to him as fast as I can and say "Everything has changed because of him".

We don't celebrate Father's day so much. We just show our dad how much we can go through just for him so I'll just share about my father.

To be honest, in times, he really gets in my nerves especially when he's drunk. I'm really pissed off because no matter how we convince him to stop, he still won't. Now, he's much into drinking and I don't know how to tell him how I feel. He's too much powerful for us, even for my mom but I guess that's a part of being a dad for children like us.

I guess the worst scene you'll ever see is when you see your parents fight, When I was listening to them fight, it broke my heart, I guess worst than any other heart breaks I'll get. I mean, they are the one who took care of you all this time and then you'll see them fight in just a simple thing. I'm not in favor of my mom but my dad was really to blame that time. I don't hate him, it's just that, he was wrong.

He's powerful and I was able to experience that power too. That's why I can relate myself to the stories for our LSB. It hurts totally when it comes from those people who saved your life and those who earn the living for you. That power still gives me chills but I know that as a grown-up already, I need to be brave enough not to oppose my father, but to take it all. I know I can.

He hasn't even acknowledged what I reached so far. Yes, I know that's not my target but once in a while, remembering that your father had acknowledged you, you will feel good.

But despite all of those things I hate my Dad for, I still love him. Why? Because I don't need to look at one side only, he has done much more than that. He has shaped me to what I am now, he was even the one to teach me Math. Even my weight loss, my height gain were all because of him. There's always reason for hate, but love still conquers all.

My dad is not as rich as Batman and not as strong as Superman but he always tries his best to be like those for us, for our present and for our future. He works hard to have money to support our family and stays strong.

There are many reasons for me to hate him, but there's much more for me to love him. I owe him pretty much everything I have now and someday, I'll pay him twice, no thrice as much as what he gave to me. He's one of the people I want to acknowledge me not just by what status I got, nor the grades I get, but me itself.

I will never fail his expectations because he believes that I can do everything once I tried the hardest I can.

"I think, therefore I am" -  René Descartes

Your savior is ALWAYS greater than the person you admire.

The best moment with my Ma and Pa...

There are many people I admire. Tsuna, a mafia who wants to change the future for the better and pirates who oppose the Government because of their wrongdoings like the Straw Hat Pirates. The guild who uses magic to onslaught evil like Fairy Tail and Rin, a demon who wants to defeat the Demon King, his own father to save the world.

I can be mistaken with my thoughts but those people I admire lack something that my heroes have. Yes, they want to save the world and will eventually do but it is just a delusion in a person's dreams. A dream that makes us stay believing that there can still be a change in our world. But they always forget that there are people in our side, those who won't leave and stay with us. Those who sacrifice themselves and those who saved my world. They are my "Ma" and "Pa".

Why do I consider them as my heroes? Because they are my parents? NO. It is because they make me feel that they are my parents. Sacrificing just a little bit of time will never be enough. They sacrifice the whole of their time to take care of us. No matter what happens, your parents will always be on your side.

Those "Ma" and "Pa" raised me to what I am now. They never failed to take care of me even though they have their own problems to take a look into. They never stopped cheering me up when I am down. They always know if I have any problems and will always help me overcome those challenges in life. They never forget that they are my precious parents.

They are busy and have things to do. When they get interrupted, sometimes they get mad. I am somewhat getting sad every time this happens but I know what they are going through. They sacrifice everything and I know that I don't deserve all of their time.

Every time, I feel confident. It is because I know that no matter what stuff came damaging my life, my parents are gonna back me up. They won't stop supporting my studies and I believe that my future is going to be a very bright future because my parents are here for me.

"Those parents who don't scold their children will never be great parents. They don't love their children that much to know what's good for them".