No matter how bad things go, everything will change...

My precious father

Someday, someone will tell me "Just give me a reason why you love him", Most likely, I'll respond to him as fast as I can and say "Everything has changed because of him".

We don't celebrate Father's day so much. We just show our dad how much we can go through just for him so I'll just share about my father.

To be honest, in times, he really gets in my nerves especially when he's drunk. I'm really pissed off because no matter how we convince him to stop, he still won't. Now, he's much into drinking and I don't know how to tell him how I feel. He's too much powerful for us, even for my mom but I guess that's a part of being a dad for children like us.

I guess the worst scene you'll ever see is when you see your parents fight, When I was listening to them fight, it broke my heart, I guess worst than any other heart breaks I'll get. I mean, they are the one who took care of you all this time and then you'll see them fight in just a simple thing. I'm not in favor of my mom but my dad was really to blame that time. I don't hate him, it's just that, he was wrong.

He's powerful and I was able to experience that power too. That's why I can relate myself to the stories for our LSB. It hurts totally when it comes from those people who saved your life and those who earn the living for you. That power still gives me chills but I know that as a grown-up already, I need to be brave enough not to oppose my father, but to take it all. I know I can.

He hasn't even acknowledged what I reached so far. Yes, I know that's not my target but once in a while, remembering that your father had acknowledged you, you will feel good.

But despite all of those things I hate my Dad for, I still love him. Why? Because I don't need to look at one side only, he has done much more than that. He has shaped me to what I am now, he was even the one to teach me Math. Even my weight loss, my height gain were all because of him. There's always reason for hate, but love still conquers all.

My dad is not as rich as Batman and not as strong as Superman but he always tries his best to be like those for us, for our present and for our future. He works hard to have money to support our family and stays strong.

There are many reasons for me to hate him, but there's much more for me to love him. I owe him pretty much everything I have now and someday, I'll pay him twice, no thrice as much as what he gave to me. He's one of the people I want to acknowledge me not just by what status I got, nor the grades I get, but me itself.

I will never fail his expectations because he believes that I can do everything once I tried the hardest I can.

"I think, therefore I am" -  René Descartes